This is it! The motherload of my all personal revelations

I loved this movie when I saw it, but today as I was actively searching my past for items to jog any latent reminders of who I was and as I saw this again, it all became clear, the thing I mistook before. It is the very thing that makes Cinderella so loveable to many.

She believes in her dreams even if no one else does. And no matter how bleak, she never doubts that it will be alright. Do I really believe what I toy at believing? Today, I learned that success only comes when we want it like we need it.

I am torn between two dreams. Only one must be right and if we put our faith in the wrong thing nothing happens. The charm of Cinderella is that she knows her dream and is not wishy washy to the point that she is even exiled, but she keeps believing what she knows is true.

I still need to make the biggest point. If you believe in a thing and pray for it, no matter how improbable or anything that deters you, you can be at peace because you openly believe it. No matter how far fetched your dream csan appear. I realized that I needed to be that way and stop hiding who I am and what I want. I honestly do not have any reason to do so. Just look at Cinderella in this movie, everyone knew that she loved the prince it was not a secret, and she did not stop just because he didn't love her back, she still believed that he would. It was inevitable, sort of, if it was believed and true then Tah-dah! "Make it so, number one."

Strange thing happened

Two thoughts happened while this song was blarring,

 3 if you count thinking my song is crazy for deciding that I needed

to dance.

 

1) Maybe there is something that directs all the musicians,and strangely I

assigned it to a man, but I was thinking how he must have loved or else

there would not be such knowledge known by those who obviously do not

know what they are talking about. so why talk about it,and when I hear

certain sangs it honestly feels alot like the way a memory feels so I wonder

 if that was intended.

2) It seems natural to fight or flight and I have been dealing with my flight

instinct alot recently, his song sums it up. It just seems like things would

be better if I just renoved myself from the equation. And a real love would

sense that and try to reason crying out "Don't walk away!" but, instead I

get the "maybe you are right." vibe. Well, I am sick to death of it!! only,

not literally death today, though I have considered it as an option. It is

not a good one. My true love is my son, he genuinely loves me and as long

as he needs me I know where I must be. Love is the power to overcome.