Two thoughts happened while this song was blarring,
3 if you count thinking my song is crazy for deciding that I needed
to dance.
1) Maybe there is something that directs all the musicians,and strangely I
assigned it to a man, but I was thinking how he must have loved or else
there would not be such knowledge known by those who obviously do not
know what they are talking about. so why talk about it,and when I hear
certain sangs it honestly feels alot like the way a memory feels so I wonder
if that was intended.
2) It seems natural to fight or flight and I have been dealing with my flight
instinct alot recently, his song sums it up. It just seems like things would
be better if I just renoved myself from the equation. And a real love would
sense that and try to reason crying out "Don't walk away!" but, instead I
get the "maybe you are right." vibe. Well, I am sick to death of it!! only,
not literally death today, though I have considered it as an option. It is
not a good one. My true love is my son, he genuinely loves me and as long
as he needs me I know where I must be. Love is the power to overcome.
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